Are you good at being a girl girl???

Well....as do all other girls, I have insecurities. Alot. I always say that I'm not very good at being a girl. Here is what I mean. Well, I look at most girls around uni and on facebook, they're always picture ready. Hair done up nicely, NICE complexion, face all made up, skinny. I just can't be bothered doing anything like that on a daily basis. Here's why I am not good at being a girl.

I hate putting in make up
I always wanted to know how to put on make up and a few years ago my mum made my sister and I go for classes. Needless to say I was very SHIT at it. Last year, I went to my first uni ball with Keng and I had to put on make up....i nearly cried doin it ok. If you have like naturally nice, blemish free skin then it'll be like super easy to put on make up la. Well, I have panda eyes and spots on my face that takes a while to cover up. That's why the thought of putting make up on makes me rethink the thought of going for a night out :)

I change many times only to wear a t shirt and pants
I wake up every morning and spend 1 hour getting ready. I change outfits many many times only to wear something totally comfortable most of the time. I don't like wearing skirts or dresses to uni because I don't want to have to be conscious the whole day about "sitting properly".

I have no self control when i eat
I eat when I am bored which is bad cause I live in Perth. Haha. I eat alot. I don't know why that is. In my previous post I have already mentioned the problem I face with that. Haizz....I do want to lose weight and not feel like crying when I shop for jeans. I literally don't shop for jeans and shorts anymore cause it is depressing.

Your boyfriend points out your flaws
You know you're bad at being a girl when your boyfriend points out your flaws. Earlier today Keng mentioned that my face is really bad. As in my skin and i quote "You should take better care of your skin." and proceeded to show of his. Before that, he asked me why all my joints are black. IN MY 19 YRS OF LIVING IN THIS VERY BODY I'VE NEVER NOTICED THAT MY JOINTS WERE DARKER THAN THE OTHER AREAS.

I am sure there are many other things that I can't think of right now that makes a girl a girl. Lol but here's a bit of what i would like to share :)

Sleep...

I feel sleepy ALL the time. I'm serious. Ok....maybe not all the time but ALOT. Even after a nap. I wake up sleepy!  This is bad because I always comfort myself with the thought of studying till late at night but I sleep at 10.30 pm =_=. <------looks like face with a mole right??? Actually looks like Keng's face. People who have seen him will notice the mole on his...I'm gonna say....right cheek. I'm a very bad observer!

Exams are coming!!! I'm so excited because this means holidays coming!! I'm more excited about getting it over and done with. I've already got my MAKAN LIST all written out. Everyone i know in Melaka can drive. I'm serious. Everyone. Including my younger brother. I'm not thaaat excited about driving anyways. More nervous than anything. I cycle also can bang stationary car. What more drive a big 4 wheeled vehicle.

Anywhooo...back to the holidays....I want to go to the beach, picnic, drive down somewhere or up (whatever), sit and do nothing, read a book and do nothing. As excited as I am about doing all of those stuff I can say with confidence that there is a 80% chance that I won't do the first 3. Mainly because that's how it is with us *insert a smiley*<------ I don't know how to insert smiley, don't judge me! I don't blog very often. 37 posts in the past year. Woo hoo! Half of it...or more is me talking about stuff that is full of shit *insert smiley with the tongue*. Then again, my first post did state (i think) that the theme of my blog would be talk abt nothingness and I did not dissapoint *inset smiley face with the wink*.

I would post pictures but I am currently typing on my bed and the pictures are in my USB which is aaallll the way not on my bed so I can't be bothered getting up to get it. Anywhooo....if u're reading up till this point, I'll say, "U actually read my blog??"....u love me...u really do love me! Now, good night *insert smiley with the zzz sign showing that the smiley thingy is sleeping*.

i think i am fat dot blogspot dot com

Brenda and I have decided to eat porridge everynight from now on. Plain porridge cause she wanna detox and I dunno la....I think it's healthier gua....Anyway....after looking at the photos Amanda K posted on Facebook, I feel like cryin lor looking at my skinnier self. What to do??? Don't tell me exercise ah cause i know i know! My question is...What do you tell yourself to stop yourself from eating fatty foods?? Cause i keep telling myself shit but i nvr listen and end up eating anyways.....=_=.

KK said to me once..."If you eat you will become uglier and ure clothes cannot fit ....bla bla bla"

So harsh one lor he but like that also I not scared wor.....HOW???

I haven't seen so many people in sooo long!!!

The study break is over and since I just handed in my Psych report....I only have my stupid Law assignment to worry about. ANywho.....AS mentioned above....I haven't seen so many people in sooo long!!!! I shall post their piccas so you all can see and they can know that I sorta kinda not really but sorta miss them la. Not like you people bother to call me or talk to me or anything la! hah. In random order:

                               1. Jer
                               2. Bowie
                               3. Don
                               4. Jane
                               5. Kar Kiat

I see Brenda everyday and I just saw Ju this morning. Good night.

My Awesome Shades.....weeeeeeeeeeee

I just had to update because Jer uploaded these photos onto her blog and I think my shades looks awesome.hahaha....Ne ways....here's us in Uni during our breaks.

Hello...again.

I have ang mo fren....haha....Shane Durlik

Shane, Kar Kiat

Housemate! p/s:look at my awesome shoes.....

I don't even know who reads this dead blog but I'm super bored and can't really be bothered studyin right now. So if nobody reads this blog then I take it I'm talking to myself which is ok. This house is falling apart!!! The light in the hall isn't working, the 1 is Brenda's room also isn't working and apparently there's something wrong with the shower.OOO....and the blinds in the kitchen fell off the wall. On a lighter note....we now hav internet.Mother,here's more photos.

Nah....don't say i ugly or fat.......

I noe wat ure thinking mother as u look as dis picture...."aiyooo...so fat d ahhh.."

This one not in Melb....this is waiting for kebab at kebab shop....
Keng n I made this...